For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate to do I do....

My desire to be healthy and my desire to not care are at battle. Some how not caring or doing anything about my health and weightloss seems easier. For the last 6 months I have done what I wanted to do and not what I know I needed to do. I have not been taking my vitamins, I have not been excersizing, and I have been eating way to much of the wrong foods. I have all this information and knowledge about what I should be eating and doing, yet I choose to do what is wrong.

Paul states in Romans 7:15 "I do not understand what I do, For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate to do I do."

I can relate to this so well. This last couple of weeks the Lord has been working on me about being healthy and making some changes and getting my life together. I am so thankful that the Lord never gives up on me.

Today I am commiting my life, physically as well as menatally to the Lord. I am seeking the Lords will in my life and hopeful for my future.

Dear Heavenly Father,

Thank you so much for your promises and your words. I am asking for your help today. Lord help me to obey you. Please help me to be healthy. I want to feel better. I ask for your help with my food choices, excersize, taking my vitamins, and time with you. Lord I love you and despiratly need you in my life.

Amen